Summer school not so bad {OPEN}

[julianne]

Julianne had just got out of her last class of the day. People thought she was crazy when she decied to take all a couple of summer class. However what she was really trying to do was it all done so when she was a senior now Julianne would be able to have a half a day every single day. It was just be something that well she would look forward to. Even though she had just took acouple of classes there was another reason why she was here. Just was something well she didn’t tell other because wasn’t someone who wanted to sing infront of people.

The school was empty there was no one here expect for a couple of teachers and then kids who had to take summer class. After slipping out of the building with her guitar on her back the girl was ready to take a little bit of pratice. It was her dream to start some kind of band or just sing for a living. Moving into the court yard would just be the prefect place for her. The day was still sunny out but there were a couple of clouds so she knew that sitting in the sun, Julianne wouldn’t feel like dying with the heat.

Moving over to a bench and then sat down as she moved her guitar and started to play she already knew what song she wanted to play. But she just took a couple of second to have the down follow around her just to get the beat of everything as she began.

“I wanted to be like you
I wanted everything
So I tried to be like you
And I got swept away

I didn't know that it was so cold
And you needed someone
to show you the way
So I took your hand and we figured out
That when the tide comes
I'd take you away”

She took a paused and played for a bit because when she listen to this song on her ipod there was a small pause the that guitar just played. Julianne wanted to get it prefect this was just practing but she needed to do everything as best as she could do.

“If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares

I'm sinking slowly
So hurry hold me
Your hand is all I have to keep me hanging on
Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone”

Julianne moved her finger against the strings on the guitar she didn’t even bother to look up because she felt that there really wasn’t anyone here. She felt alone and came for the time being.

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[august]

August had been all around town asking if anyone had seen Julianne, and he was told the same answer. Summer school. Why was she in summer school? He didn't know, but he drove around in his car and found the school after taken four wrong turns, and actually left the town once. Whoops. He drove around in the empty parking lot for a while, toll he saw some kids coming out. No Julianne. He gumbled a bit and parked the car.

He got out of the car and walked into the school he had to repeat his senior year, since he skipped all of it to help his grandmother for almost a year. He walked around the hallways looking for her. He walked out to the doors when he heard a guitar and singing. Julianne. He knew that voice anywhere. He followed it around and to the courtyard. He stood just inside the doors, her back was to him. He sighed a bit and watched her for he didn't know how long. He missed her so much. He left most of his stuff with her, since he didn't think he was going to be gone as long has he was.

Did she find a new boyfriend. Were they still a couple? He hadn't seen her in forever. And he wondered if she moved on. Since he didn't text her, he didn't call her. He didn't contact her. He would have emailed her, but his grandmother didn't have a computer. it sucked ass there.

After a moment, he sneaked out of the doors and outside, barely making a noise. He walked up behind her and stood over her for a moment, before putting his hand over her eyes and smiling. "Guess who!" He said. He didn't let go but he moved around the bench she was sitting on without taking his hands off of her eyes. He thought about kissing her, but he wasn't sure if she was still in love with him or not. He thought about it and crouched in front of her. He took his hands off her and smiled. His hair was a bit more blonder, but other then that nothing else was wrong. All the cuts he had when he left were gone, the very light scar on his lip was all that was left from that night when they had their apartment together. He smiled at her and waited. Was she going to say anything. Did she still even want him around?

[julianne]

Julianne stretched out her legs and looked up at the sky as she again started to sing. Now days it was the only thing that made her feel happy. It really was always the only way for her to get her secrets out and she feels out to the rest of the world. There really was only one person she told everything to be he was gone. He disappeared and she wondered if she would ever truly see her lover again. Or maybe it would be like this something that she wanted but she couldn’t find him.

“If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares

All you wanted was somebody who cares
If you need me you know I'll be there
Oh, yeah

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares“

She had to say this song really met a lot of thing to her and well August was gone he stopped texting her. Even though some people told her she should move on well she couldn’t. Even when she went clubbing or to a party a guy would come up to her and even if he tired to touched her she felt sick to her stomach. She had to finish the song but her mind was now lost. So many things she wondered if it was something she did or if he got too scared about what happen. What his parents did to him or her?

Not a lot of people here understood because well she loved August it wasn’t something you could move on from he was her first in ever way. She sometimes found herself in the apartment she still had the kitten and everything the fridge she bought time with the same red bull she couldn’t even touch it. She tried to get in contact with him but there was never any answer. Well sometimes in the middle of the night she would have these horrible dreams about something that bad happen to him.

Like if he got hurt or worst he dead she would wake up with cold sweat and right away start crying and she had no one there to tell her it was ok. There were a couple of time she thought about going back to her parents how but she couldn’t leave his things behind. She just felt like it was wrong for her to do so. Julianne was sure if there was one way for them to get back and find each other it was music it would keep them together no matter what not even if he was dead music was one of the thing that kept the connected.

Julianne need to stop now she had that feeling a knot in her chest because she felt like crying but couldn’t because that court yard was out in the open and she didn’t want anyone seeing her. When all of sudden someone random hands were on her eyes. She stopped playing and for second when she heard the voice she thought to herself it can’t be them she felt his hands moved and she took a huge breath because she was looking at August.

She moved and pinched the under arm of her to make sure for some reason she had never really woke up today. To her surprise it hurt really badly she kind of showed it on her face but he would have not seen it. The next thing she knew she swang her arms around and kissed his lips hard. Everything was healed and it felt so good to kiss him. Julianne pullled back and looked into his eyes “August” she said her eyes were watery.

Then for a second something else had hit this was a different kind of feeling soon her hand slapped him in the face and she stood up and looked down at him. “How could you do this? You left me. Alone!! I was…” what the hell she could even yelling at him because tears were falling down her cheeks she put one hand over her mouth lightly and another on her stomach she had that hard feeling in her chest she could feel it now even worst as she cried. She had placed the guitar down and sat there though she could even move she was having a hard time breath and tears where coming down more was she having a panic attack?

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[august]

August wondered if she wanted him around still. It had been a while since he saw her, and he hoped to god that she still wanted him. He would respect her if he didn't want him around anymore, he really would. He knew better then to treat a girl like shit. Which he did to Julianne. And he regretted. He smiled as he heard her sing. No matter what they did, their music kept them together. He loved her so much, he didn't want to let her go. He had sulked around his grandmother's for months until she just plain caught on and told him to go back. She was alright now, which was a good thing. His grandmother had suffered a stroke after the funeral, and had been asked to say and help.

August barely balanced on the balls of his feet waiting for her to say something. When she jumped at him he fell backwards into the grass. He kissed her back just has hard and put his hands on her waist. He missed her so much, that he had gone crazy back at his grandmother's house. He lost it. He was sulking, and all of the last two months was in a very bad mood. He was always snapping at people, and he wanted to leave. He wanted to go back Julianne. It was very easy to tell that much. Now he was back. "Hey." he said after she said his name.

What he wasn't expecting was her slapping him across the face. He gasped slightly. Damn. That hurt. He let her get up and he sat up for a moment. He looked up at her, his face already turning slightly red. "Its not that i wanted to! You know i rather die then leave you! I went to the funeral, then my grandmother had a stroke! And my parents told me to stay with her. And then her stupid rottweiler thought my phone was a chew toy and broke it! You know i wouldn't have left you! I didn't mean. And i didn't have internet, because my nana doesn't know how to work the computer. I didn't mean it Julianne.." he said, looking down.

Maybe finding her was a bad idea. His blonde hair falling over his face as he looked down. He never meant to leave her. He heard her start to cry and he didn't look up for a moment. After a while he looked up at her, with a very depressed look on his face. "Please don't cry. I know i left you. And i really didn't mean it. I love you Julianne! But i mean, if you found someone else, i understand..I haven't been the greatest boyfriend. No. Fuck that. I've been the worst. I couldn't stop thinking about you Julianna. I wanted to come back to you so much. But my nana needed me. I sulked around, and wasn't very nice the last few months... Please. Don't cry!" he said to her, looking at her, but he wasn't sure if he should comfort her or not.

What if she had a new boyfriend? Someone who was a lot better then him. Someone who was much more loyal and didn't leave. What did she do with his stuff? If she got rid of it, he would get a bit pissed, but he would just move back to his Nana's house. At least she was nice to him and didn't ignore him. "If you want.. i can leave.." he mumbled to her, looking back down. He put a hand to his face. Ouch. That girl slapped hard.

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[julianne]

She had moved to sit on the beach she was really having a panich attack lately ever since August had left her then started. Her doctor thought it was best if she gets a room mate or throw away his things but she could even bring herself to put it in a box. She moved her hand in her guitar and pulled out a bottle of pills as she pulled two are and swallow them. Julianne moved a laid down on the grass a moved her hand grabbing onto his. She didn’t want to let go of him now she said her peace and well that was it.

All she really did was hold his hand for the time being she felt better now taking those pills really did help it was like with August gone she was worst. She could help the crying anything she just needed him to be there for her. However she didn’t know where he was or if he was ever going to come back to her again. Hearing him speak now she knew that this was no dream that this was for real. Julianne moved and laid down on the side looking at him. She really hit him hard she could see the red mark from where she slapped him.

Julianne could also feel a tingle feeling in her hand. “I know you never ment it but it was so hard for me to be alone. It was like I was kid again and my parents were leaving me. Why didn’t you call from her phone or something August? All I kept thinking about was the worst like you were dead or something” she said sitting up infront of him she still his hand in hers. She waited for this moment and she could help but hug him now just stay against his body.

“How could you ever think that I could move on from you? August you mean everything to me and just because you left didn’t mean I would find someone new don’t you know me by now?” she said looking at him she had moves so she was on his lap now she just couldn’t help but be close to him now. “Please don’t ever leave me” she said leaning her head against his shoulder and she moved and kissed his neck lightly. She wondered if they could go back together. Or if he had some other kind of plans she just wants everything to be like what they used to be.

Julianne looked up at him her eyes were still wet but the tears where gone. She just stared in her eyes “Please tell me this is not dream that your really here” she said rubbing where she had slapped him in the face. She could see that it had hurt him and well in a way he kind of had it coming to him. “I don’t want you to leave. I don’t want you to ever leave me. Promise!” she said leaning her head back on her shoulder.

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[august]

August look at her. He didn't have a fucking idea what was going on. He just stared at her, his blue eyes wide and looking at her. He wanted to know what's wrong with her, but he didn't ask. It looked to him like a panic attack. He didn't know though. He let her take his hand and he held it with both of his. He was worried. to him, this was all of his fault. He caused this. He didn't call her because his grandmother never paid the phone bill, so they cut her phone off. Which pissed him off. He looked at her, his blue eyes looking at her like he didn't know to do.

"I know, I'm really sorry. my grandmother never paid her phone bill.. so i couldn't use the phone. You know i would have if i could have. And i was never at her house anyway. I was always out of the house getting her things, or taking her places, or at the hospital, and they don't like cell phones there. I'm really sorry. I didn't even want to stay there. I...I'm sorry.." he said, giving up. What else was he suppose to do? He knew better then to try and fight with her. He didn't want to fight with her after just seeing her now.

"I mean.. you're gorgeous, and if you want to, you could have any guy in the world...I just thought..cause guys would be all over you since I wasn't here..that maybe you moved on." he said. He was surprised a bit when she moved into his lap. He didn't know what to say now. he nodded to her. "I won't leave. If anyone else dies, you're coming with me.. I can't stand being away from you.'' he said. He smiled a bit when she kissed his neck. He leaned down and kissed the top of her head. He missed her just so much.

He smiled, that old devilish grin and laughed. "I dunno. Does this hurt?'' He asked. He took his hand and flicked her forehead. He laughed a bit and smiled again. He moved her hand away from his face. That hurt like hell! And it hurt more when she touched it. "You didn't have to slap me so hard..It hurts still. And its all your fault for making m pretty face all red now!!" he said in a little kid voice before laughing a bit. It was the same old August, weather she liked it or not. Which she probably did. Of course, he was a bit less mature now, but he would go back to his old self sooner or later.

"Of course i won't leave you. I'll kidnap you and bring you with me in my suitcase if i have to.." he said, laughing more. He did drink enough Red Bull to keep him awake for about three days, and he was on day three. He was loosing it. He laughed again and laid back in the grass. "So you wanna tell me why my baby girl is in summer school? I think i have to stay as a senior again I didn't go to school in LA. I refused to go...but then again, i don't actually have to go. I mean...unless you don't still want to do the band and all.." he rambled.

It was clear something was slightly wrong with him. He was talking a bit faster then he always had been, and he was much more immature. he had so much red bull, that you would think his blood was red bull. He smiled a huge goofy grin and ran his fingers threw her hair, playing with the ends slightly.

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[julianne]

Julianne just waited for a bit she was sucking in just being near him. How she felt like two pieces that finally fit togather. It felt so right and she didn’t want to move from him. She soon found herself with her arm around him. In her mind she dreamed for this moment to happen but Julianne would never really think about something like this. She just would never think that he would come back to her. Now she just didn’t have words to say she was just so happy and well with the pill she just took she was calm and relaxed everything just seemed fine.

“I know you’re sorry but what I went through it was so hard. But I mean seeing you here and not gone or something wrong with you. I’m so happy your back” she said leaning back against him more. She was just so happy that he was here. There was just so many feeling she had as she closed her eyes it was like they were back together like everything would be ok but something told her that he wasn’t like himself. He was more like a kid then ever before it was different from what she remembers him to be.

Julianne took his hand and held onto it “I couldn’t be with anyone else. It made me sick to my stomach if a guy tried to do anything with me. I just couldn’t do it. Only have one love and it you August I really could not think you would think that I would move on to some other guy like that” she said looking up at him. It was like he didn’t even know her. She would never give up that quickly she loved him. And she knew that love was something that strong that you can’t just tell someone that you loves them and then walk away from it.

Feeling his kiss the top of her head made her smile just the smell of him was enough she was sure that she didn’t want him to leave her ever again. She wasn’t sure that she could really ever handle him leaving her. The flick on her forehead did hurt so she was awake and this was real, Julianne would move a hand up and rub her forehead lightly as she looked up at him. When he moved her hand away and told her that it hurt well she kind of frowned and then looked at him. “Well you did have it coming to you, I guess I could have hit you a little bit softer” she said moved and touching his lip were he had his ring before his dad pulled out his lip ring.

“August something wrong with you, How many red bulls have you been drinking these days” she said looking up at him a bit confused. He was acting like some kind of child. No serious well he wasn’t that serious to begin with but still. “Well in the middle of the year I had a really bad panick attack and I had to leave school because I was in the hospital and my parents moved away to I think New York so I was alone” she said frowning and looking down.

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[august]

He didn't know what was going on, and he wasn't sure why she was having a panic attack. He had been gone o long he just didn't know anymore. He pretty much lost it after a while. He had gone insane from not having Julianne, not having red bull. He just lost it. He ended up in the hospital once, because he fell off the stairs at night and his grandmother found him with his head bleeding and out cold. But that was in the begining of the year when he left. He had tripped over the dog and fell down the stairs, hitting his head.

He looked at her. He just felt so bad about leaving her. He looked away from her and sighed. He was trying to keep himself sitting still. When all you've had for three days was red bull, you seem to loose it. He would be fine hopefully tonight, if he was still here. He wanted to move back in with her, but it was her choice. "I really thought it was just going to be a funeral and i would be back. Or just about two months helping my nana. I feel bad that i left my phone down on the table, and her dog ate it. I really am.." he said to her.

He hung his head for a moment. "Ignore me.. I'm loosing it today. I can't think straight at the moment.." he said to her. He hadn't been thinking straight for the past week, but that was beside the point. He didn't sleep, he'd been to awake to or when he needed to awake, he was downing Red Bull like no tomorrow. He was loosing it now. "I'm just a bit overtired. I don't know what I'm thinking at the moment.." he said.

"i know i did. But not to the point were it hurts to move my face..That was just mean.." he said. He stuck out his tongue at her. He smiled at her again. Lost it? Probably. He was acting like he was five, and worse when he was hyper off of Red Bull. He was in trouble now. He looked like he was going to pass out, but he also looked completely wide awake.

She noticed something was wrong. "Um.. so like.. I've had enough Red bull...to the point were its been four days that I haven't slept..been busy. Been looking for you. Do you know how hard it is to find one girl in a tiny town. Harder then it sounds!" he said to her. He looked at her, his glasses somewhere in the grass. He had terrible vision. He frowned. "Aw. I feel like that's my fault...and I'm sorry." He said softly. He hugged her around her waist tightly and kissed her for a moment before pulling away. He looked around, and couldn't actually see were his glasses fell. "Okay. I can't see. can you see were my glasses ended up? I left my contacts at my nana's and i can't see past my hand to well. I'm bliiiiiind!" he said. He really hoped he didn't actually crush them. Then he was screwed. He really liked being able to see were he was going.
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[julianne]

“I know. It sucked much but we are together now and well no point in looking back. I mean the kitten missed you too” she said running a hand through his hair pulling on it lightly as she kissed his neck. She missed everything about him and she wanted him now. She knew she couldn’t one because they were outside and two he was acting like a child and that was the last thing she wanted to do. Plus she could tell that he was tried so she moved up and stood up grabbing her guitar she didn’t want to say it now but she sold her truck she needed the money to pay for rent and well she didn’t want to keep asking her grandmother for money. Plus this town was really small too so she didn’t need to have to walk that much to get to work.

Julianna looked at him when he said ignore him he was tired her poor baby she wanted to bring him with her she moved and took his hand in hers. “Let’s go home that is if you still want to live with me” she said to him. She looked at him as she placed her hands on his head run her fingers through his hair like she used to do before. “I want you to come. Did you drive here?” she asked looking down at him at some point he would know that she was not driving and then her truck was gone. Well she wouldn’t blame him. Julianne knew that he felt bad for what he put her through. She knew that he went through a lot too and it would never happen again.

“I did not mean to hit you that hard. I am real sorry it was just these two huge feelings that came over me. One was happiness and then they other one was anger that you left me. And I know you didn’t mean to you didn’t know August and that why I’m telling you that I am sorry for hurting you and then I love and I’m so happy your back with me” she said moving down and kissing his forehead but now she just wanted to get out of here. The last time she saw him he was all cut up and hurt and now she made him go through that same kind of pain.

Julianne moved off to the side she didn’t like how he was acting so strange and everything she was sure that if he had been driving she was going to drive back to there home. He had not been sleep that much at all pretty much and well she really wanted him to get some sleep now she would even sleep with him. She laughed a bit as she picked up his glasses a put the off but the quickly took them off because her eyes hurt a bit. “Wow you really are blind” she said moving and placing them in his hand.

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[august]

"I suppose not. I'm just glad that we can still be together.. I drove my Nana insane..that's why I got kicked out of her house. She told me to get the fuck out before she went to the gun cabinet and tried to kill me. I guess I'm annoying after a while.." He said. He didn't think that he was that annoying, but he was. He smiled at her. She kept his kitten. Well, she had liked the kitten too. But the last time they saw each other was after he brought the kitten back to her for the first time.

"Of course I want to go live with you again. but i kinda like it right here right now. Its nice out for now. Can't we stay out here? Pleassee!!!" he asked, looking up at her with his big blue eyes that she wouldn't be able to say no to. He gave her a blank look ."Oh no. I walked here from LA. Of course i did." he said. He was fine for now. He would probably crash tonight, and end up sleeping all say tomorrow. He had so much caffeine that he wasn't sure how bad the crash was going to be. but he was going to fall asleep. Even if it was the couch, he would sleep there. He didn't care.

"I know you didn't. I'm just teasing you!" August said. He smiled at her. He had a feeling she wanted to leave, but he didn't want to. He was actually very happy right were he was. Course, she was all fuzzy in his eyes cause he didn't have hi glasses or his contacts, which he was screwed with out. He did have terrible vision, and he was sure she knew that by now.

he laughed slightly as she handed him his glasses after pretty much pulling them off of her head. "Did you think i was kidding when i said i was blind? I've got terrible eyesight. That's what these are for. Damn i wish i had my contacts. Don't have to worry about breaking those..'' he said. He pulled her back down on top of him and laid back down in the grass. "Why do you want to leave right now? Its nice out!! I've been locked inside my Nana's house forever. The only time i ever got to go out was to get her crap. I was trying to set up a computer..that didnt work out and i ended up setting it on fire in the backyard..But still. I wanna stay out here for a while. Pleasssssssse!" he said. He turned his head away from her, and yawned. He wasn't going to crash now. He promised himself that. He was going to at least make it back home before crashing on her couch or her bed. Probably dragging her with him or something.

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[julianne]

“We will always be together baby no one can pull us apart” she said look at him and she twirled around wearing one of her favorite dresses she loved wearing dress. However sometimes it was hard because she couldn’t do that much stuff with them on. Like jumping around or being wide because if the dress flew up and someone saw something that would be very embrassing to her and August would get mad if a guy started to look at her. That why she was so happy for him to be here no guy would be near her anymore her teddy bear was here to protect her from anyone that tried anything.

He really wanted to stay here but she really wanted some alone time with him but if there was one thing she knew about August was he was starting to stick to what he wanted even if she didn’t really want to. Well he was happy being out here and she could at least do this for him. He was always stuck in his grandmother how it would be mean for her to say no and not let him stay outside. She moved her guitar back down off of her back as she turned and looked at him still standing up.

Julianne pouted lightly “Don’t be wise with me” she said as he teased her saying he had walked her from L.A. She moved a looked down at him as he pout could not stay for long it soon turned into a smile. It was just funny now seeing that he could not see anything she could make any kind of face and well that was what she was doing. She laughed to herself knowing that he could not see any of this. He looked good with glasses or not glasses. To her August was hot no matter what he looked like or even how he acted.

“Maybe if you go to the doctors or a store you can by new ones then you don’t have to worry about breaking and losing them” she said looking at him. She did see that it was easier putting contacts in his eyes. And she loved to watch him put them in his eyes since she found them so interesting. She was weird and she knew it. But that’s what made her so different from other girls at least she hoped it was a good weird and not a bad one. Julianne felt the pull and she landed back in his lap where she felt very comfortable.

Julianne moved her lips over to his ear so incase if anyone was near by they would not be able to hear “Well we never really got that alone time that you and I both really want” she said moving and kisses his cheek not the one she had slapped but she moved down to his lips lightly kissing them and then down to his neck where she kissed it and sucked lightly before putting her head down on his shoulder and looked up at him. “Why you burn the computer? Even if it didn’t work…you could have sold those part in it to someone around and then with the money you could have boughten a new cell phone” sometimes she wondered if she was the one that had the smarts in the relationship. “We can stay as long as you don’t fall sleep on me” looking at him yalling now, he would sleep in bed with her because that’s where he belowed.

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